I think I'm in denial that my baby is going to get older. Last night he sat up by himself for the first time, I was torn between being so proud and teary because I just see him as my little baby who needs me for everything. He is slowly starting to out grow me. I know that this is how life works but I just wish I could freeze moments in time forever. Then when he gets older I will always have my baby. I look at old pictures of him and I already get sad thinking that someday he will be a teenager who doesn't want mommy kisses. I have to say that he has taught me quite a lot already. I'm more understanding of all that my parents have done for me. Now i know that parenting is doing all of the things you said that you would never
do. Breaking your own rules to make sure that your child is happy. I am one of three very lucky adults that have the most supportive, loving parents to use as an example. I look back and see all that they did, all of the rules that they broke and the moments with them that I want to freeze in time. I just want to take this moment to say thank you mom and dad. It might not have seemed like I appreciated all that you did for me but trust me I appreciate it now!
Ok, maybe I am brain washing him without knowing. He did a great job with his Christmas pictures so i got him a mickey to cuddle with and now he holds on to him with all the strength in his little hand. It kinda hit me today when I went to put him down for a nap and he was clutching on to his mickey. I looked up and I had put his mickey ears on the headboard of his crib when i set up his bedroom. I was the one who picked mickey mouse clubhouse as the show for him to watch. I swear I'm just now realizing that I'm programing him for a lifetime of mickey memories. I also came to the conclusion that I'm freaking excited that he is a mickey freak :). Join the club buddy! I can't wait to take Logi to Disneyland! hopefully we can go in January!! 
